Saturday, March 5, 2011

a tired soul in introvert corner...

guess two of the guy counselors from last year did tell me never to marry the first guy i dated, haha!
hooray for following advice!
i just hate it when i'm right.

and i do need to stop making sarcastic remarks, i know i joke my way out of things, uncomfortable situations, anything... i joke to make myself feel better... but really i needn't be sarcastic like that... no need to say hurtful things.
suppose i've never been hurt this deeply by a single person.
well, perhaps i have been. the other hurt was years and years of wearing away however. this was much faster. yet still deep. because that's the deepest anyone has gone.

with my luck he's going to do something like go back to his old girlfriend next week, i'll throw up everyday for a week after, cringe every time i see him, be miserable for a while, etc.
okay, i'll cease giving you ideas, You can stop taking notes now, thank You.


(spoiler alert, he does go back to her! yay for former friends stabbing you in the back by them liking you and you just going along with it, huzzah! Especially when they tell you after you start dating them that they still have feelings for their ex! whoah yeah! sarcasm for the win!)

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