i know she loves the sunrise, no longer sees it with her sleeping eyes...

today...
is beautiful.
it's worth getting up that early to enjoy that feel longer...

i am ridiculous.

as i was walking out of the fine arts building i was giddy and thinking 'i get to go outside, i get to go outside, i get to go outside, i'm opening the door, i'm going outside, i'm going outside, it's SPRING, i'm going outside...'
*steps outside*
'i'm...'
 and you breathe air in, you don't always need to express your thought in words when the feel of what's around you matches how you feel, your thoughts blend in with the spring air, you're enraptured with the morning, excited for every bud on the trees...
one with nature?
well, you feel that.
just melt into it...

...and then you acknowledge that you have obligations elsewhere...
and smile a ridiculous smile and move on, looking at the sprouting grass and the trees... in your ridiculous yet wonderful perspective of seeing things, just like the photographs... that's how i see most everything...

i'm a graphic design major...
i'm going to spend most of my time inside...
umm...
design for outside magazine?
i'll have outside-influenced designs at anyrate :)
i get so many of those types of ideas...
just not the reason or time to follow through...
i'm sure that when i'm out in the real design world there will be a need for outside-influenced disign somewhere, the problem is finding it...

...the piano part in this makes me happy.