...This is the number of posts my 'journal' of sorts blog has. The one I show no one.
Postworthy? Some of the more recent ones are, yet I suppose I'm ridiculous and consider what I put here worthwhile and the other not... or that I don't wish to share everything... or that I still don't want to inconvenience people when in reality you wouldn't be reading this if you didn't want to?

Hmm.

I've gotten better...

Yet I still find it odd how I can't be fully myself in view of others.
However despite social awkwardness in come places and craziness in others, some people seem to connect the dots.