this isn't how it's supposed to be...

today i looked into the mirror to see if one of my band mates was right about my eyes seeming to change color with what i was wearing...

my blue KU shirt made my eyes so ridiculously blue.

i remembered the look in his eyes as he said 'don't hate me.'

...i think i do now.
...i don't like it.

but as long as i don't let it affect who i am, don't wish him any harm, and graciously show it the door i will not be worse for the wear.