another instance of being pinned down and asked to do something and not being able to do it;
when my mom wanted me to sing the song i'd been singing around the house.
and so she and grandma were there telling me to sing and...
had i not been asked and i just randomly sang it all would be well...
but when put under a microscope i just...
can't.
i'm not sure why...
just in instances like that it's like a butterfly with her wings pinned down and on display, and i can't figure it out.
pin the wings down and tell her to fly...
i shrink and just clam up.
kind of like that valentine's day, for some reason i didn't want to guess where we were going...
pin the wings down and then tell me to fly.
i don't understand, but i just shrink away and the more i'm asked to do something the more timid i am.
if the subject were dropped all together then i probably could, but when people keep at it...
i just don't understand my reaction.
or on the jazz band bus during spring break, all the girls took turns trying to imitate the odd and hilarious laughter that one of our vocalists has, then their recording camera faced me and they all said i should do it, the more convincing they did the more i shrunk and wanted to hide.
how can i be so far out there, but when i'm pleaded with to come out i just clam up?
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