had a good voice lesson today...
"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with a clear view again." – Alex Tan
indeed.
today at lunch i snuck up behind my band director and tapped him on one shoulder then went to the other side so he'd look at the shoulder i tapped and then see that i'm not there. i do that a lot, and he laughs. we bantered a bit and i said jokingly 'you know you love me sir!' haha, he said 'maybe. we'll see about that.' or something like that. but the way he said it you know he does, he loves all of the band members... and especially the jazz band members.
just being cared about means a lot...
the ther day i got the urge to hug him (me hug someone?! on purpose?! hey, i can do it (: ) and say 'we appreciate you sir' he hugged me back and said he appreciated me aswell.
i'll miss him when he's retired.
and as a friend in jazz said, he probably cried after i said that, haha, he can get quite emotional.
...and then tonight driving back from the basketball dinner i realized how much it means to me when someone actually cares like that. to say they'll try and see my music events, to appreciate me also really respect my want of learning like sir does... just makes you feel good all over.
like when my high school theatre teacher was there for me when i kinda explained my confidence issues...
acting in that big of a part my junior year was huge for me...
like one of my other friends my junior year somehow knowing about my confidence issues and encouraging me quite a bit for that musical... i suspect him overhearing me talking to my teacher...
suppose some people are just sincere enough that you feel warm all over when they appreciate, acknowledge, or encourage you.
...both bradford pear sprigs are now wilted and dead...
and...
the twig with the other blossoms on it never bloomed...
the buds were bursting at the seams wanting out, but they just died that way.
the leaves are still there...
but the flower died before it opened.
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