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people are never going to say 'You've grown into such a Godly woman, you are so touching, you praise God and to see you pray to him so fervently is inspiring...'
i'm never going to be inspired by K-LOVE.
i'm never going to be exhalted as a strong prayer-warrior.
i'm never going to say 'praise the Lord!' or thank God every two status'
i'm never going to be moved to tears by babies, young love, quaint Christian stories that K-LOVE enjoys giving...
i am however going to talk to elderly people about life.
hear them tell me what a special person i am and how they've never met a girl my age like me before...
i'm going to dance wildly with campers and tell them tales of how in reality i'm very shy and introverted.
i'm going to remember how one of the people i admire most in the world said that i'm just different and he can't find anything against me.
i'm going to hear people tell me that i just seem like a person of high values that they wish they could be more like...
i'm going to be that shoulder to cry on for my few close friends.
i'm going to talk to You as if You're my best friend...
i think it's a good trade off, Lord.
if the former of the two options was me...
it wouldn't be genuine...
would not be sincere...
...why am i off on this tangent i wonder...
need rest.
this post had very little coherent meaning.
but i suppose i come off that way to most.
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