You can't form the answer to a question that's never asked.

...?
what's his face messaged me on facebook.

one line was:
"how have you personally been..."

...

I haven't a clue, people never really ask me that so taking inventory of what's going on is never really needed.

what do you say to that?

in all reality, I'm just here.

i live life as it comes and i suppose i never give a thought to 'i've been very happy lately' or 'i've been really depressed lately' or 'i'm...'
suppose i have a short memory, or quick healing process.

ish.

just here.

existing, thinking, feeling, and the mellowness washes it all warmly no matter what chill the air may bring.

beautiful weather this morning...

drizzly, the colorful leaves popping against the gray sky...

*random tangent back to first point

i suppose i can't grab feelings when asked for them. they're there or not and if i'm asked for them when i'm not  at that moment whatever the feeling is then i haven't a clue.

that being said, still don't know.

...i'm not sure if this makes sense to anyone save me...

bah, sense is overrated.

...

...not really.

i like sense.

i like making 'the sense' as my theory teacher calls it.

i suppose i enjoy logic and finding the sense in various things.

...understanding a different perspective could be included in that.

see what someone thinks, and see how it makes sense to them even if you don't believe as they do.