scale degree 7, the leading tone

*curls up*


life is a process...
as are days.


it's hard to fathom that as i drift away to the tunes of matt costa and jack johnson that tomorrow will be long, tiring, frustrating.
because all i know right now is my 'introvert corner' theme of sorts, the sound and feel of the air coming through the window, and my bright green jersey knit sheets.


each day is a process of starting optimistic, finding something, that something being torn apart, living with downcast eyes, trying to not let that downcast heart be noticed, building yourself up... finally finishing.


perhaps not every day goes by this process, yet there is a process.


...and it will always be hard to fathom that tomorrow will be dark when tonight i have melodies to float away to...
perhaps that's why i enjoy it so.
it's not that i'm expecting the next day to be bad; but it's hard to imagine it ever progressing towards despair when you being floating on the breeze...
it sets the tone for the following day...


and with that, i bid thee good night.


wait...
this song sings about being lonely.
i do not feel lonely when i listen to this song...
far from it.

*random
the more i think about it, the more fall is like the world sinking into introvert corner.


warm.
inviting.
settling.


clarity beginning to take hold...


then again spring can feel that way aswell...


and winter...


and even summer in its turn...


but perhaps fall just fits the description better.