when will it hit you?

*pardon my French, and really i'm just quoting.



dear ______,


please stop calling you dad a faggot and saying 'fuck -mom's name' and 'fuck -sister's name-'
and don't let others say your dad has his head up his ass and all he cares about is God, about how he gave a sermon with an annoying voice at some funeral, etc.

you make your mom go to bed with tears.


you put BRUISES on your sisters.


try doing that with me around.


you like me and wish there were more people like me.


but i don't take shit.

i don't let my friends bleed and bruise when i'm around.


just so you know.


i don't know your parents as well as you, but they don't do things to antagonize you.


and your dad does know what the world is 'fuckin' like.

he doesn't make a constant effort to creep others out, be a bitch, and not everyone that meets him wants to punch him in the face.


calm. down.


I almost want to talk to you since you respect me but i'm not sure you'd hear the reason.


and who's the one being judgemental?
maybe they're not the only ones to blame.


they gave in to you too many times and now it's out of control.
all they wanted to do was make you happy, not make you angry, and see what happened?


you can be a nice kid.
just take a deep breath and live under their house rules.
don't say anything if it gets your phone taken away.


get a freakin' job, learn some responsibility to someone other than yourself.


my mom thinks you guys need counseling for the entire family, they asked her to counsel you once but that's not her avenue of psychology.
she does however think you have a serious problem with narcissism.


at least you didn't grow up being called stupid and worthless.


people waited on you hand and foot trying to not set you off.


i stuffed myself in a corner as not to be noticed.


learn from something.


please.


and think about how broken your family is.


you already know how broken you are, but you don't quite realize it all yet.


look around and maybe that will help.

i'm not saying you're the only one at fault.
but you could start how it turns around.




-the Christian you wish more Christians were like.
...and the only person that knows your dad that you allow to be your facebook friend.