...I'm not sure that I've ever had, by my standards, a deep conversation.








-later-

*ellaboration
I feel everything behind a statement I make, therefore I realize more than words when I converse with myself. Sometimes this seems deep. In contrast, when others speak, all I have are words with a many faceted perception (or several) giving me ideas on where it comes from. In addition, they don't really get me. I've been pegged and understood a couple of times, yet never in a more than surface conversation.
Hmm.
Mayhaps I have had one or two half-deep talks...
Yet this is only said because I know I was reaching in and realizing it all. 
Who knows what the other person thought I was blathering about.


...case and point:
when talking to myself I don't have to elaborate.
so why the heck am I elaborating now?
...